drunk thoughts

I have decided that your ex does not make good friends. Even if she moves on and you don't and treat her with kid gloves she will treat you like your still in a relationship together. Basically like shit. My ex wants to be friends but she will overly criticize me when I am doing her favors. Taking shit out on you because she thinks that she can. Lately I have been stressed because I have to study for a new job and everything is weighing down on me. Today everything came to a head. I started to depend on her to be free tonight and she wasn't b/c she is hanging out with her new bf all fucking night even though she told me she would hang out. This and the overly critical attitude she had the last time we hung out, has convinced me that she isn't a good friend. I don't expect my friends usually to be there for me all the time I call but I do expect them to hold me in the same regard that I do them. If they were having a problem I would answer within reason. I don't care if I am tired, sleeping or stressed out with my own problems, I would still answer. This is the only requirement I have for my friends. If one of us is in need would the other help in any way possible without causing undo stress upon the other. I already have a problem dealing with stress and she knows that but she still insists on using me as a punching bag for her problems. I thought I could handle it but I really can't. I hate her when she does this to me but she really don't care. Therefore our friendship is now over.